Dty Metallium's Journal

hi, im alive, i graduated from scad with a BFA in Interactive Design and Game Development, and I am currently working at a game company called Brainiac Studios.

ok next update in a few months from now! <3

first time in my life i got 3 people calling me sofar wishing me a happy birthday. that never happens o_o;;

yay i can go to a bar legally!

Your Livejournal Final Fantasy.
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Who is your favorite Final Fantasy hero?
Inversely, who is your favorite Final Fantasy villain?
What is your weapon of choice?
Moogles or Chocobo?
So, wanna go camp Valkurm Emperor then go farm beehive chips in Giddeus?

Angsty hero with pointy hair and a MYSTERIOUS PAST.	satougaki
Main hero's romantic interest that can summon stuff!	fortunegirlie84
The diminuitive Black Mage. BLACK MAGES RAWK.	negativezero_
The rough and tumble airship captain!	shadrad
Uh ohes! COMIC RELIEF! No one likes your character.	enshogirl
The strong but silent ninja who only has three lines.	dlgr
The extremely hyper girl that can talk with animals and crap.	enshogirl
Angry goth with a ten foot katana who wants to use the power of the planet to become a god	lovecurseapathy


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*zombie*

*because i dont post on LJ any more as most ppl have noticed by now*

*but just here to say a little hello*

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also, otakon in 13 days.

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*SCREAMS*

@.@; forgot this existed, again.
Finals week, 2005! one year till graduation, oh my!

Art history: 10 page paper due wednesday that I havnt even started yet on Islamic Glass. Exam on monday.
Programming: Knights Tour for extra credit if i want a decent score, and a test on Thursday.
Game Studio I: Fix game sprites, make flatbook, some tweeks here and there, but pretty much DONE!

Animazement this coming weekend! Woot!
Hurray~! summer is almost here! I have no internship! booo!!!
Dont get to see DT at the con! *cries*

Today is the first(second) day of class for Spring quarter. And after my first class i got into a car acident... with Julie. I bumped into her after she slammed on her breaks cuz the car in front of her stopped when 2 kids ran out into the street in the rain. So yea... *grumbles* At least its crashing into someone i know, i guess. The car runs fine, her car runs fine, just that the hood is kinda tore up, my licence plate came off, and the right light is crushed. ... At least the car works fine.

eh. well i update on here anymore, but just making a post for myself as a marker. today i started a game called 'Yourself fitness' cuz im a lazy couch potatoe (more like lazy computer chair potatoe) and hopefully i can get more excercise and be more energized. hope i'll keep doing the workout every morning. but alas, problem in the software already, half way thru the first session the virtual trainer, maya, kinda.... froze. =x

oh well.

EDIT: im not gonna come back and check this post, but if i find anyone make fun of me im gonna cry and hate them. the end.

hehe didnt think this would be a topic i'd upload on DA journal. so i'll post it here.

on FFXI, xmas event, i collected 3 different kinds of xmastree and my moogle at my house went "kupo~ master, i found this!" and presented me a "special present" item. I opened it up and a little tiny santa (goblin dressed as santa) in a sleigh floats down in a rain of stars! Then slowly a little enchanted red hat appeared before me. A fantastic little hat that grants me the power of NEVER ENDING GINGER COOKIES!!! Alas it can only give me a random amount of cookies only once each day, but thats for life! so awsome ^_^.

yay cookies!

http://www.deviantart.com/view/13284389/

happy holidays everybody!

... this is WEIRD. i mean. totally weird. all new format and stuff... damn how long has been since my last update?

i have nothing to say but that im doomed. X_X too much work, too little time. AHHHHHHhhhhh.

wowowowow!! I was bored so i went to check out the coming soon movies and I didnt know that Resident Evil 2 movie is coming out Sept 10!!!! and whats soooooo cool after i saw the trailer was that they actually have freakin Jill Valentine from the game in the movie! I donno why but I jsut think thats the coolest thing they done :)
I have high hopes for this movie ^^

XD and yay for chicks w/ guns!

http://www.adultswim.com/games/athf_headgames/index.html
rofl... its hilarious. you play as meatwad and yer trying to get a headless Karl to his head. XD

So yea. im alive. I'll be going to savannah on wednesday :)

and i Just got my bro's old laptop. which means now i can play FFXI on the laptop. *HAPPY*
but only problem is... i have to wait about 5 hours for the freakin thing to finish installing @_@;

oh wel. g'nite.

you can probably notice this by the lack of posting, lol.

*goes back to FFXI*

PS: moving to savannah in mid august.

Im heading home in about 7 hours. Mm... should go sleep now.

Ok, I need some ideas for tattoo! symbols, etc, exaample:
-Suikoden runes
-Kanji characters, like flower, fire, tree, earth, (days of the week)
-Fushigi Yuugi seishi names
-Naruto symbols
-Sailor Moon planet symbols
-Full Metal Alchemist stuff
-Kuroneko-sama
-Mokona
-Chii-rabit thing
-One Piece LuffyPirates symbol
-Utena duelring symbol
-Kingdom Heart/Final Fantasy symbols

.... SO WHAT ELSE?~!??! what other popular anime have well known symbols?

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
so.
Today~
stuff.
and more stuff...~
Talked to mom this morning. bleh.
Went to the Hong Kong Book Fair with bridget. bought things i shouldnt have bought, such as 6 more manga -_-; also got this facepaint set thingie that i'll do for kids at otakon; and a cookbook thats for healthy food that can be prepaired in very little time. Finally, bought a "Magister" hologram poster, it looks really cool even i dont quite like the series.
After lunch, i went with my uncle to shop for the digital camera, its Canon brand. pretty cool camera imo. takes pretty darn nice pictures!

tomorrow hopefully i'll get to see that new movie. Im watching Dr.Slump again. ^^ such a good anime.

man. Otakon. there are so many things to plan.
about the glitter tattoo-ness. Im thinking of making the template on clear acetate, and use static electricity to have it stick on skin. gonna try it when i get back home. for now i needa work on the designs.
*sigh*
so much to plan~ so much to do.... *screams*

Today, I came back to hong kong, and sent dad to indonesia. also bought him Harry Potter and the Philosophers' Stone. I wanted to get him the chinese version as well in case he doesnt understand parts of it, but he wont have it. oh well...

on my way back, went and bought this body glitter tattoo set this salesperson was trying to promote. i think its a great idea for otakon! since im going to do henna body art anyway, this would be a great addition. I will have to play around with it some more!

Heres a photograph of a free trial i had along w/ my new freakin pink hair. http://www.deviantart.com/view/9050767/

I came back to my aunt's, and man, apparently they have a lot of me and my brother's baby pictures. I was soooo cute. what the hell happened??? I uploaded one onto deviantart: http://www.deviantart.com/view/9050551/

Right now im watching Dr.Slump with my aunt and uncle. the OLD OLD version. this is definitly one of toriyama's best work!!! certainly creative as heck. too bad cuz of some 'child' (robot) nudity, it can pretty much never be on tv. but then again TenchiMuyo got on tv. they can always draw on bathing suits and change the whole story around. lol.
laaa.

the Hong Kong Anime and Manga Fair is on the same day as Otakon apparently. too bad i cant go, at least I can go to the Hong Kong Book Fair, which have lots of manga anyway.
I hope I dont overpack my luggage and get it overweight and cant ship it, lol.

Friends are awsome. I love you guys. :)

no really. I really think, that friends are so very awsome. and I thank you, shadra, brando, and anjianji.

wish i coulda read the comments sooner, since i didnt sleep much last night, kept thinking over those things over and over.
I feel much better now.

Thank you all so very much.

^_^

:D other things:
1) ... just now, dad just asked me if i like anyone, or if anyone likes me. *blinks*
2) today i went shopping for clothes, got a new coat/skirt thing, its red, and black. It is AWSOME! It matches my hair, and it looks more like a costume. For the first time in my life, i'd like to say, I LOOK COOL!
3) uhm. i was about to say something, but dad's talking to me right now, and I have forgotten what I was about to say. oh well.

I wanna go home.

yea.

I wanna spend time with my friends, my dear dear friends.
*sigh*

I need comfort. i need someone to say something nice to me. ease my aching heart over something so STUPID. I know its stupid, and I should stop thinking about it, but I still do. I cant help it.

So please, someone, even if its a lie, say something that will make me feel better after reading this entry:

Since yesterday, i've been feeling depressed. i dont know why, until today after lunch when I got home it gotten worse.
I bought this chinese tea set at the mall (haha, laught if you must) one because it was cheap, and second is to replace this chinese teapot my dad gotten for me when i was little since it cracked. when I gotten home, my uncle asked what i bought, and dad answered "something useless".
At that time, I was about to go out with my aunt to buy the remaining art supplies i wanted, but what he said made me so upset. I yelled "Im not going" very angrily and stormed into my room and broke down crying. they must have thought I was angry at my dad for disliking what I bought with his money, but what I actually was upset about was that it made me think he means all the things i buy w/ his money are "something useless".

So after crying for a bit, i quited down. but even more upset, becuase while i was crying, i was thinking about the reason why Im there. I felt bad about being angry at him, but then I felt more depressed when I thought about what I mean to him. Was I just someone for him to spend money on, and to take care of him when he grows old? He said he misses me on the phone, but when Im here, he does nothing. All he says to me is to go buy stuff with my aunt. and the things he want. but not once has he even asked how I was, all these years.
The more I thought, the angrier I became. All I am, is a burden on his wallet now, just so I will go take care of him when I get a job. He even said that he is really worried that no one will care for him when he gets even older.

So I went to his room, and threw the wallet he gave me at him, crying "I'm giving your money back so I wont buy more 'useless things'". and ran back to my room.

after crying for a while longer, and thinking a while longer, I went and called my uncle to tell him not to get me the new digital camera.

And getting even more angrier, I stormed back to his room, and gave him the HKD$3000 he got me yesterday, yelling "I dont want your money". and went back to cry.
I was really upset. I was even more upset that being such a bratty little kid, he still doesnt say anything, neither comforting, nor upset. I want some attention. I came here, to spend time with him. At least give me some attention, even if its to yell at me, I'd feel better.

about 10 minutes past, and still no one came to my room. thus I gave up and went to his room, sat by his bed, and stared at him. He was confused about why I was so upset. He tried to explain what he meant was that chinese tea pots are cheap and I shouldnt buy it, I'll probably get it for free if I bought tea from some stores. So I poured my heart out, telling him Im not really upset about that, but that does he actually miss me and care because I dont see it.
well anyway, to make a long story short (since i still havnt gotten to my POINT yet), i wasnt angry at him any more, and I asked him to go with me to go buy the art supplies.

Before going to the store, he have to go to the ATM for some cash cuz we're goign to dinner afterwords. After going to 2 ATMs, both machines not working, we gave up and went back, deciding to ask my aunt or uncle for some money.
and guess fucking what?
my dad droped his wallet.
The wallet, with my fucking HKD$3000 in it.
thats like. USD$350.
THREE HUNDRED FREAKIN DOLLARS DOWN THE FUCKING DRAIN!
I really shouldnt be that upset, because I gave it back to him, and its not mine to begin with. BUT DAMn. It still breaks my heart that there goes that much money!
fuck!
if I wasnt so pissy at him i wouldnt have given him that money back, thus he wouldnt have lost his fuckin wallet!
ARRRGGHHH!
What pisses me off even more, was I TOLD him, to watch his wallet, because I felt like people were watching us at the ATM (or my FLAMING PINK HAIR) but still! I told him, to be careful. Instead, he loses his freakin wallet.
I even WATCHED him put his wallet into his pants' pocket! How the fuck did he drop it?! I was too busy looking to see if there were people following us to watch him!
GOD DAMNIT!
its MONEY! I dont care if its not my money, but its MONEY! I cant get over the fact that there went fucking 3 thousand dollars! ARRRGGGHHHH >_<
It just really pisses me off! Im not depressed any more, just fucking pissed off!

So yea.

PLEASE someone think of something to say to ease my aching heart over something this DUMB and sTUPID!

I walked by a store on a main street w/ my aunt and I couldnt believe what I was seeing: A whole wallfull of beautifully displayed dildos.
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and they say the chinese are conservative people..... riiiiight.

of course, i didnt say anything and kept on walking as if i didnt see anything.

Back to the hair:
Ok, Im more used to the hair now after going to bed early last night. cried my heart out (no not cuz of the hair) to sleep, I feel much better now.

... now about my f***ing hair, i really like the hair style, dispite that I think it makes my face look fatter than before, and that I think I look better w/o glasses w/ this hairstyle.
...and the color..
oh the color...
... I've decited to call it, Cutie Honey Pink. cuz thats what it reminds me of. *shudders*

Also, with this hair, im thinking of doing a 'dark/punk sakura' cosplay. Sakura as j-rocker? hmmm... scary. i want a slug. ... i hate slugs. maybe i'll be lina inverse (j/k). but still i want a cool costume to go w/ my hair, but now that i think of it, theres not a single anime character w/ hair like mine. wtf? (maybe except for cutie honey AHHHH!)

also, because of my hair, i want a whole new set of clothes to go w/ the hair, cuz my current 'style' of clothes soooo doesnt go w/ it.

oh, and why dont i dye it darker again? cuz i hate doing so many things to my hair at the same time, it damages it sooooo much. maybe when i get back to the states i'll get a blue hair dye and make it more purple, or something, or it'll just turn into a ugly mess. =_-;;

sigh.

oh yea, i think im getting a good digital camera now. something about 28mm and 5megapixel or something. @_@; i know absolutly nothin about cameras.... my uncle's a camera nut, and he told my dad he should get me a new one after seeing my current digital camera (which isnt even mine, its my brother's) and so dad agrees to buy me a $500 camera. I'd perfer a A3+ size printer actually.... but since im a greedy person, i wont complain. I'll just ask mom for the A3+ size printer *grins*

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